Angsty, Long Fic

[s0ulrunner.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for fics that start with (like in the first few chapters) Harry raping Draco, then regretting it later when he's seen how timid Draco has become around him.  They would eventually develop feelings for each other.  Can anyone rec?  And longer fics, please! :)

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[nadiahrozlee.livejournal.com]

oohh I would love to read that<3

[anisaex.livejournal.com]

A Good Man (http://rickey.slashcity.net/agoodman.html) - by Rickey
Harry’s not sure what he wants to do with himself after the war. Making Draco Malfoy into a good man sounds like a promising idea, but the truth is that it’s a journey for two. Bit dark but evolves, non-con/dub-con w/remorse, slavery and lemon bars.

Saving Draco Malfoy (http://dayspring.skeeter63.org/sdm.htm) - by Dayspring
"While the Wizarding world waits for Harry Potter to save them, Draco Malfoy decides to save himself."
Lucius Malfoy takes Draco to Lord Voldemort's Yule Revelry--where muggles are murdered, raped and tortured. Draco realizes how sick Voldemort's followers are. He decides he doesn't want to join the Dark Lord. That was when Draco Malfoy knew he needed a Plan. He couldn't, wouldn't become a Death Eater. Draco wants out. His plan? To become pregnant with Harry Potter's child. He gives Harry a potion that makes Harry rape him.

[(Anonymous)]

I didn't read "A Good MAN", because I usually don't like mean Harry, but I HAD read "Saving Draco Malfoy". I had duplicitous opinion about "the rape" in this story, because while Harry had forced himself on Draco, he did this under the influence of potion, that Draco has brewed and applied to Harry without his (Harry's) knowledge. In fact, I think it was Harry who was, in some sense, raped, because it was Harry, who was poisoned and made to participate in sexual actions, when he would never do that in his normal state of mind. I had considered it as Draco, raping Harry, even if it was Harry, doing the fucking. AND I should warn that after the first sex scene ("the rape scene") I don't remember Harry, topping Draco, because Harry was very guilt-ridden and Draco was scared to be vulnerable. Well, maybe, in the almost end of story, but I'm not sure. So, in general, there is switching with a lot of top!Draco in this story. But even if I don't like top!Draco, and hardly stand bottom!Harry, I had read this story with a lot of interest and pleasure, because there is so much more, than just who was doing who, in this story. And I liked the Slytherins, when usually I'm totally Gryffindor supporter. :)

Argo

[girlofavalon.livejournal.com]

I second A Good Man, but I would like to read others as well. Oh, and I am not personally keen on Saving Draco Malfoy :/

[anisaex.livejournal.com]

Oh, sorry, I didn't check from the bookmark.
Here is the one that works: Saving Draco Malfoy (http://www.thesilversnitch.net/tss1/viewstory.php?sid=4177)