Title: Deeper Waters
Author: Gwen Malfoy
Rating: NC-17
Category: dark, angst, smut, mild BDSM
Pairing: Harry/Draco
Warnings: bondage, toys!, mindfuckery
Disclaimer: Not mine.
Soundtrack: ‘Surgery’-Jack Off Jill
A/N: Courting Shadows is here: http://www.livejournal.com/community/bottom_draco/101342.html#cutid1
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I can change
I’ll correct the defect
Repair the injury called you and me
I can change
I’ll surrender to it
I can suffer with the best of them
Hold me under
Cut away this empty
-Jack Off Jill “Surgery”
Harry’s cock was already hard by the time he stepped onto the lift. He
pushed the number of his floor and leaned back against the wall. He knew what he was coming home to.
When he opened the door to his flat and stepped inside, it was quiet except for the sound of an insistent buzzing from the far side of the apartment, in the bedroom. The first time he had left Draco here, he had come home to him wailing at the top of his lungs and the neighbors asking what was wrong with his cat. But after just three weeks, Draco knew to stay quiet.
Though the only thing Harry wanted to do was go straight to the bedroom, but he instead went to the kitchen, had a glass of water, watched a few minutes of the news, all the while relishing the buzzing coming from the bedroom.
Finally, he stood and went to the door and opened it slowly.
The sight of Draco never failed to make his breath catch.
Draco’s back was to him. His arms were behind his back, bound at both the wrist and elbow for maximum discomfort. His chest lay across the bed, his clamped nipples pressing against the mattress. Harry’s eyes trailed down his bed until he came to his favorite part: Draco’s tight, white arse held open by a thick red piece of latex that was still buzzing tirelessly.
Harry sat down on the edge of the bed and ran a hand over Draco’s lower back.
“Hi, Draco.” He said softly, wrapping his fingers around the toy and twisting. Draco’s breathing hitched violently, but he made no sound. “Are you glad I’m home? I bet you are. Have you been thinking about me all day?” He pushed the toy in further before yanking it out altogether with no warning. Draco keened in the back of his throat, his hips swaying and his hole grasping at the sudden emptiness. Harry slid three dry fingers into him, rubbing over his over-sensitized prostate for a moment, before pulling them out and turning Draco over. Draco’s face was, as usual, streaked with tears. His lips were red, swollen, and raw from having bitten them.
“Ahh.” Harry breathed, leaning over him and running his thumb over them. “Was it a hard day?” He tugged gently at one of the nipple clamps. “Did you miss me?”
“Fuck you, Potter!” There it was, that ever-present steak of defiance he just couldn’t get rid of. He squeezed the clamp and twisted. He had almost done a 360 degree rotation before Draco broke. “Okay, Harry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry!” He cried hoarsely. Harry pulled both clamps off, smiling as Draco arched and winced in pain.
Harry undid his trousers and knelt between the other boy’s splayed legs. He pushed them back to Draco’s chest and held them open as he pressed the tip of his cock against his twitching entrance, pushing in just enough to make the ring of muscle ripple around him. He tightened his grip on Draco’s thighs. He slid a hand down and rubbed his fingers against Draco’s tight, tortured balls, jerking as he tightened around him again.
He pushed in further, moving his fingers up to curl around Draco’s cock, stroking it slowly as he pressed in. As he began to thrust, he let his fingers stray on the tight leather ring that circled the base of the blonde’s wet, throbbing cock. Panting, he asked,
“Do you want me to let you come, Draco?” Draco shook underneath him, pushing his hips up.
“Yes, please, Harry, please, don’t do this to me!”
“Do you want to beg me for it? I know you want to cry for me, Draco, cry for me.” Harry commanded, thrusting harder and deeper. Draco wailed his name, twisting as much as he could. He moaned Harry’s name plaintively, pleading under his breath. Harry dance around the base of his cock for a few minutes more, shoving deeper and deeper into him. Finally he flicked the cock ring open, wrapping his fingers quickly around the other boy’s cock, stroking once, twice and Draco came sobbing, clutching and twitching around Harry’s own erection. He drove into the boy beneath him, gasping, until he came, filling him.
Harry pulled out and pressed three fingers just inside Draco’s entrance, forcing Draco to hold Harry’s come inside him.
“Draco,” He whispered.
“No, no, no…” Draco moaned, squirming away from him. “Not again.”
“Draco,” Harry whispered again. “Tell me you’re grateful that I found you. Tell me how much you owe to me.” He commanded, already knowing Draco’s response. It was routine.
“I’m so glad—“ Draco whispered, twitching uncontrollably around Harry’s fingers. “So glad you found me, Harry. You saved me.”
“I know.” Harry sighed. “I couldn’t leave you there.” He slid his fingers out and leaned back from him. “I love you too much for that. Turn over.” He unbound Draco’s arms and slid his arms around him, pulling him close. “You know I mean it, right, I love you.” Like every night before, Draco didn’t answer and they were both quiet.
Ta-da! Con crit well-appreciated.
Author: Gwen Malfoy
Rating: NC-17
Category: dark, angst, smut, mild BDSM
Pairing: Harry/Draco
Warnings: bondage, toys!, mindfuckery
Disclaimer: Not mine.
Soundtrack: ‘Surgery’-Jack Off Jill
A/N: Courting Shadows is here: http://www.livejournal.com/community/bottom_draco/101342.html#cutid1
_______________
I can change
I’ll correct the defect
Repair the injury called you and me
I can change
I’ll surrender to it
I can suffer with the best of them
Hold me under
Cut away this empty
-Jack Off Jill “Surgery”
Harry’s cock was already hard by the time he stepped onto the lift. He
pushed the number of his floor and leaned back against the wall. He knew what he was coming home to.
When he opened the door to his flat and stepped inside, it was quiet except for the sound of an insistent buzzing from the far side of the apartment, in the bedroom. The first time he had left Draco here, he had come home to him wailing at the top of his lungs and the neighbors asking what was wrong with his cat. But after just three weeks, Draco knew to stay quiet.
Though the only thing Harry wanted to do was go straight to the bedroom, but he instead went to the kitchen, had a glass of water, watched a few minutes of the news, all the while relishing the buzzing coming from the bedroom.
Finally, he stood and went to the door and opened it slowly.
The sight of Draco never failed to make his breath catch.
Draco’s back was to him. His arms were behind his back, bound at both the wrist and elbow for maximum discomfort. His chest lay across the bed, his clamped nipples pressing against the mattress. Harry’s eyes trailed down his bed until he came to his favorite part: Draco’s tight, white arse held open by a thick red piece of latex that was still buzzing tirelessly.
Harry sat down on the edge of the bed and ran a hand over Draco’s lower back.
“Hi, Draco.” He said softly, wrapping his fingers around the toy and twisting. Draco’s breathing hitched violently, but he made no sound. “Are you glad I’m home? I bet you are. Have you been thinking about me all day?” He pushed the toy in further before yanking it out altogether with no warning. Draco keened in the back of his throat, his hips swaying and his hole grasping at the sudden emptiness. Harry slid three dry fingers into him, rubbing over his over-sensitized prostate for a moment, before pulling them out and turning Draco over. Draco’s face was, as usual, streaked with tears. His lips were red, swollen, and raw from having bitten them.
“Ahh.” Harry breathed, leaning over him and running his thumb over them. “Was it a hard day?” He tugged gently at one of the nipple clamps. “Did you miss me?”
“Fuck you, Potter!” There it was, that ever-present steak of defiance he just couldn’t get rid of. He squeezed the clamp and twisted. He had almost done a 360 degree rotation before Draco broke. “Okay, Harry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry!” He cried hoarsely. Harry pulled both clamps off, smiling as Draco arched and winced in pain.
Harry undid his trousers and knelt between the other boy’s splayed legs. He pushed them back to Draco’s chest and held them open as he pressed the tip of his cock against his twitching entrance, pushing in just enough to make the ring of muscle ripple around him. He tightened his grip on Draco’s thighs. He slid a hand down and rubbed his fingers against Draco’s tight, tortured balls, jerking as he tightened around him again.
He pushed in further, moving his fingers up to curl around Draco’s cock, stroking it slowly as he pressed in. As he began to thrust, he let his fingers stray on the tight leather ring that circled the base of the blonde’s wet, throbbing cock. Panting, he asked,
“Do you want me to let you come, Draco?” Draco shook underneath him, pushing his hips up.
“Yes, please, Harry, please, don’t do this to me!”
“Do you want to beg me for it? I know you want to cry for me, Draco, cry for me.” Harry commanded, thrusting harder and deeper. Draco wailed his name, twisting as much as he could. He moaned Harry’s name plaintively, pleading under his breath. Harry dance around the base of his cock for a few minutes more, shoving deeper and deeper into him. Finally he flicked the cock ring open, wrapping his fingers quickly around the other boy’s cock, stroking once, twice and Draco came sobbing, clutching and twitching around Harry’s own erection. He drove into the boy beneath him, gasping, until he came, filling him.
Harry pulled out and pressed three fingers just inside Draco’s entrance, forcing Draco to hold Harry’s come inside him.
“Draco,” He whispered.
“No, no, no…” Draco moaned, squirming away from him. “Not again.”
“Draco,” Harry whispered again. “Tell me you’re grateful that I found you. Tell me how much you owe to me.” He commanded, already knowing Draco’s response. It was routine.
“I’m so glad—“ Draco whispered, twitching uncontrollably around Harry’s fingers. “So glad you found me, Harry. You saved me.”
“I know.” Harry sighed. “I couldn’t leave you there.” He slid his fingers out and leaned back from him. “I love you too much for that. Turn over.” He unbound Draco’s arms and slid his arms around him, pulling him close. “You know I mean it, right, I love you.” Like every night before, Draco didn’t answer and they were both quiet.
Ta-da! Con crit well-appreciated.
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Date: 2005-01-18 02:37 am (UTC).....
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*GASP!*
awwwwwww poor widdle draco. will there be a sequel to this or is it done and finished?
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Date: 2005-01-18 03:47 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-01-18 04:21 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-01-18 06:08 am (UTC)What is the lin for? a prequel?
OMG!
Date: 2005-01-18 06:11 am (UTC)I really do hope you write more to this!
~*~Mésentente~*~
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Date: 2005-01-18 06:49 am (UTC)I'm ..not squirming uncomfortably in my seat. I'm not.
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Date: 2005-01-18 06:28 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-01-18 06:32 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-01-18 09:26 pm (UTC)horrible horrible harry! fuck draco more!
great great gwen! write more! i don't care what you write, as long as it's bottom!draco.
remember "glitter in your wound"?
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Date: 2005-01-18 10:05 pm (UTC)Ouch
Date: 2005-01-19 12:07 am (UTC)Re: Ouch
Date: 2005-01-19 12:15 am (UTC)Re: Ouch
Date: 2005-01-19 01:40 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-01-19 06:48 pm (UTC)Re: Ouch
Date: 2005-01-20 03:05 am (UTC)when I said that there's some sort of finality in this, I was thinking along the lines of this certain angsty nature of the fic, and the fact that if you did write one more chapter like this then it wouldn't be much of a difference with the whole plot, but if you decided to change the course of the plot, then YES, YES, so much possibilities, so much making up sequences available YES, YES, PLEASE, DO IT....*loves* just don't make Draco forgive Harry too easily, it'll annoy me too much...
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Date: 2005-01-20 05:45 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-01-22 04:03 pm (UTC)