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Dec. 11th, 2016 11:10 am
[identity profile] vicky-j.livejournal.com
Hi, I've been DESPERATELY searching for a fic and I can't seem to find it Dx!!! I don't remember the title but I know the author is calrissian18!

From what I remember of the story is that Harry and Draco are in a relationship and Harry is mentally and physically (I think) abusive towards Draco. Draco's in love with Harry and he went in to the relationship knowing that it would be one-sided. I think Harry's even seeing other people while being with Draco (I'm not sure).

Harry is really possessive towards Draco and at some point, he's jealous of Blaise Zabini even though he's straight. Last time I read the fic, it wasn't completed and where the fic was at, Draco had finally left Harry and was trying to rebuilt his life with Snape's help!

I really hope this rings any bell for someone and that someone could help me find it^^!!!

FOUND!!!

I just remembered the fic it's Undeserved by calrissian18!! She took it down though...but if anyone has a copy would they mind sending it to me!?
[identity profile] bottomdraco-mod.livejournal.com
Title: We Might Be Too Old for a Bildungsroman
Author: [livejournal.com profile] calrissian18
Prompt: PROMPT # 60 submittted by [livejournal.com profile] cremebunny
Pairing: Draco/Harry
Word Count: 21,288
Rating: PG-13 (for themes)
Contains: Found Family, Original Characters, Violent Language, Auror Harry, Alternate Universe - Coffeeshop, Jealousy, Muggle-Living Draco, Smoking Draco, Harry & Ron BrOTP
Disclaimer: Harry Potter characters are the property of J.K. Rowling and Bloomsbury/Scholastic. No profit is being made, and no copyright infringement is intended.
Notes: I apologize for wandering a good bit away from the prompt. These things do happen, especially when a boy in very happy colors wants to do wonderfully grey things. I’m sure this is not what you were expecting, cremebunny, but hopefully you’ll enjoy it regardless. I haven’t written anything HP in nearly two years, so, renewed apologies for being out of practice with these characters and with Britishisms - I hope I didn’t embarrass myself too awfully. J tried to make sure I didn’t. Thank you for that as always (and for your speediness), darling! kitty_fic was a source of constant support, enthusiasm and reassurance throughout this process and you put even the name of ‘cheerleader’ to shame, love. And, finally, thanks to E for reading every word I write and convincing me they’re not as terrible strung together as I’ve told myself they are. You’re all my own found family and I love you to bits.
Summary: Harry finds something he’s been looking for since the war’s end. Admittedly, the packaging’s a bit odder than he expected.

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I know there at least a few people who would like to direct me to things and say, "GO.  WRITE THIS.  DOOOO!  NOW" and then I nod studiously and never do that thing because I am teh suck.  Well here's your chance to make me, my demanding (possibly nonexistent) public.

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[identity profile] bottomdraco-mod.livejournal.com
Title: Seasons Change, And So Do We
Author: [livejournal.com profile] calrissian18
Prompt: PROMPT # 21
Adapted from: The Myth of Persephone
Pairing: Voldemort/Draco
Word Count: ~6,000
Rating: NC-17
Contains (Highlight to view): *Possible Dubious Consent – Voldemort makes a deal for Draco, Minor Character Death, Language*
Disclaimer: Harry Potter characters are the property of J.K. Rowling and Bloomsbury/Scholastic. No profit is being made, and no copyright infringement is intended.
Notes: I’ve tweaked the myth a bit to make it sappier (sooo unlike me) and it’s not straight up Draco-as-Persephone, Voldemort-as-Hades but rather the myth interpreted through the Harry Potter-verse. I hope that’s all right…? HUGE shout-out to [livejournal.com profile] arte0135 for the amazing prompt – my excitement was literally off the charts when I lucked out and got it – and ‘ling for staying on my ass to get this done. Love you, bb!!!!
Summary: The Malfoy boy is sixteen when he burns the Mark into him. It’s almost more than he can bear; marking something his that isn’t quite.



Seasons Change, And So Do We )

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Sep. 16th, 2012 11:51 pm
[identity profile] shikurai17.livejournal.com
Peeking Behind the Curtain by Calrissian18
One-shot. Draco sees things he really, really wishes he didn't. If only to get out of all the homework that comes with it. Written for hd smoochfest.

I really enjoyed reading this fic. Draco's friendship with people was wonderful. Draco is spoiled and arogant, but he deeply cares for his friends.
[identity profile] wellhalesbells.livejournal.com
Title: Thawing the Ice
Author: calrissian18
Summary: Severus lives a life of lonely solitude. He’s happily locked away his savaged voice and buried himself in the isolation of his dungeons. And though it’s not quite a tower, a knight comes to his rescue anyway.
Pairing(s): Severus/Draco
Rating: PG
Word count: ~4,200
Theme(s): Pre-slash
Switching?: No sex
Warning(s): DH Compliant (sans Snape's death), EWE
Author's Notes: I wrote this for hp_friendship but it ended up too shippy for their tastes. They offered for me to try again but *shrugs* I figured I'd just do the same thing all over again. As it turns out, I can't write Gen, LOL. This is good to know.  They (rightly) pointed out that the friendship between Sir Cadogan and Snape only seemed to be there as a catalyst for the Snape/Draco relationship. Again, I cannot write Gen.  *headdesk*

Thawing the Ice
[identity profile] wellhalesbells.livejournal.com
Title: Dull Knives and White Hands
Author: [livejournal.com profile] calrissian18
Artist: the amazing and awesome [livejournal.com profile] crazyfoolstiney
Characters/Pairing(s): Harry/Draco, mention of Draco/OMC, mention of Harry/Ginny, mention of past Ron/Hermione
Rating: R
Bottom!Draco?:  Moot!  Because, aw, no sex - whaaaat?
Word Count: ~19,500
Warnings: Language, Post-war, Boy!kisses, None-Too-Graphic Descriptions of Yucky Stuff, Dystopian Universe, Bigotry, Angst, Angst, Angst – oh! – and Angst
Summary: Voldemort has finally been killed but not before unleashing his final hell on the wizarding world: a highly contagious lycanthropy virus that spreads through skin on skin contact.  Now a string of werewolf murders leaves the Wizengamot uneasy and it’s up to Aurors Weasley and Potter to solve the case before relations between those with the virus and those without deteriorate even further. – “Don’t think I don’t know what you are, Malfoy.  You’re a stripper, a whore, a wolf.”  It was a strange world when that last was the biggest insult.
Author’s Notes:  Written for [livejournal.com profile] werewolfbigbang, woot!  Opening line is from A Fine Frenzy’s, “The World Without,” title from “Electric Twist.” Also, yes, I drew the wolfy face and, yes, that is why it is teh suck. *exaggerated bow* Many much thanks to my awesome-sauce beta, [livejournal.com profile] aelfrics_cat. Sorry I leaned on you so horribly for this one, love!

Also, Draco lies when asked what the Malfoy motto 'Sanctimonia Vincet Semper' means. Its actual translation is: Purity Always Conquers.


Dull Knives and White Hands
[identity profile] wellhalesbells.livejournal.com
Title: Howling in the Wind
Author: [info]calrissian18
Pairing(s)/Character(s): Sirius/Draco. Remus/Draco.
Rating: NC-17
Prompt # 19 - Sirius and Remus share Draco. At first, everything is fine but soon Sirius finds himself becoming more and more jealous.
Word Count: ~12,000
Bottom!Draco?: Hells yes!
Summary: The mark of the immature man is that he wants to die nobly for a cause, while the mark of a mature man is that he wants to live humbly for one. ~ Wilhelm Stekel
Warnings: Post-war, AU, Accidentally holiday-y
Disclaimer: I own my imagination and this computer, other than that my world pretty much belongs to JKR.
A/N: Written for [info]tabitha666 for the [info]sirius_black fest!  A million and seven thanks to my beta, [info]aelfrics_cat. I really don't know what I would do without you.

Yay for reveals! \o/  I shall post now before I can forget.


Howling in the Wind
[identity profile] wellhalesbells.livejournal.com

Title: Subterfuge
Author: [info]calrissian18
Disclaimer: I own my imagination and this computer, other than that my world pretty much belongs to JKR.
Warnings: Dark & twisty, manipulative characters, boy!sex, WiP, epistolary bits, angsty
Pairing(s): Tom Riddle, Jr./Draco.  Harry/Draco.
Rating: NC-17
Summary: All Draco Malfoy ever wanted was revenge.
Author's Notes: On part XII, the timeline is backwards so don't be thrown by that.


Part 1  |  Part 2  |  Part 3

Part 4
[identity profile] wellhalesbells.livejournal.com
Title: Subterfuge
Author: [info]calrissian18
Disclaimer: I own my imagination and this computer, other than that my world pretty much belongs to JKR.
Warnings: Dark & twisty, manipulative characters, boy!sex, WiP, epistolary bits, angsty
Pairing(s): Tom Riddle, Jr./Draco.  Harry/Draco.
Bottom!Draco: Yep!
Rating: NC-17
Summary: All Draco Malfoy ever wanted was revenge.
Author's Notes: Some Harry/Draco and Tom/Draco fun.  Draco's such a lucky bastard ;)

Part 1  |  Part 2

Part 3
[identity profile] wellhalesbells.livejournal.com
Title: Side Effects
Author: [info]calrissian18
Disclaimer: I own my imagination and this computer, other than that my world pretty much belongs to JKR.
Warnings: Minor character death, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, a week bit Dark, Romance
Pairing: Harry/Draco
Rating: light R
Bottom!Draco?: No sex
Summary: Everything is just a side effect of something bigger, isn't it?  Compliant up to HBP.
Author's Notes: Short and sweet, for your Leap Day pleasure.

Side Effects
[identity profile] wellhalesbells.livejournal.com
Title: Subterfuge
Author: [info]calrissian18
Disclaimer: I own my imagination and this computer, other than that my world pretty much belongs to JKR.
Warnings: Dark & twisty, manipulative characters, boy!sex, WiP, epistolary bits, angsty, AU
Pairing(s): Tom Riddle, Jr./Draco.  Harry/Draco.  Fleeting Oliver Wood/Draco.
Bottom!Draco?: Yep!
Rating: NC-17
Summary: All Draco Malfoy ever wanted was revenge.
Author's Notes: Aw, man.  I write way too much to have this end up as five parts as I'd hoped and I refuse to split a single chapter into two parts.  Maybe eight chapters total?  If I'm lucky.  Maybe I'll try to make it a nice round ten.  I don't want to belabor it though!  Oh well, either way the chapters will be long 'uns.  Hope you're all cool with that ;)

Part 1  |  Part 2
[identity profile] wellhalesbells.livejournal.com
Title: Subterfuge
Author: [info]calrissian18
Disclaimer: I own my imagination and this computer, other than that my world pretty much belongs to JKR.
Warnings: Dark & twisty, manipulative characters, boy!sex, WiP, epistolary bits, angsty
Pairing(s): Tom Riddle, Jr./Draco.  Harry/Draco.  Fleeting Oliver Wood/Draco.
Bottom!Draco?: Yeppers
Rating: NC-17
Summary: All Draco Malfoy ever wanted was revenge.
Author's Notes: There are two main pairs in this tale and they are both equally important and necessary to balance one another.  If I had to place it in one or the other though then, hands down, this is a Tom Riddle and Draco Malfoy love saga.  I would like for this to have five parts, we'll see how that goes.

Part I

Happy Anna Howard Shaw Day, everyone!
[identity profile] wellhalesbells.livejournal.com
Title: A Sophistication Spell Gone Awry
Author: [info]calrissian18
Disclaimer: I own my imagination and this computer, other than that my world pretty much belongs to JKR.
Summary: And, to think, it all came from one incorrectly worded spell by an overzealous, pug-faced Slytherin.
Pairing(s): Ron/Draco
Bottom!Draco?: Yeppers!
Warnings: Ehm, violent!sex (sort of, but not, I don't know), bit of Humor, Naughty Language, Boy!sex, bit of UST (Ron/Hermione), One-shot, PWP - it did not want plot :(
Rating: NC-17
Author's Notes: Ah, a bit of fun on a Tuesday afternoon.

A Sophistication Spell Gone Awry
[identity profile] wellhalesbells.livejournal.com
Title: The Blue Planet
Author: [info]calrissian18
Pairing:  Harry/Draco
Summary:  Harry and Draco have a tentative relationship but when an Auror case throws doubt on exactly how reformed Draco Malfoy has become, Harry’s left wondering whom to trust.
Disclaimer: I own my imagination and this computer, other than that my world pretty much belongs to JKR.
Rating: PG-13
Bottom!Draco: No sex
Warnings: OC death, Angst
Notes:  Just so you guys know, these are meant to be super short.  I don’t know what this one thought it was doing but it sort of exploded.

The Blue Planet
[identity profile] wellhalesbells.livejournal.com
Title:  Questionable Tarts: A Life After Living
Author: [info]calrissian18
Disclaimer: I own my imagination and this computer, other than that my world pretty much belongs to JKR.
Warnings:  Post-war, EWE, Language, Spoiler, but aw, don’t ruin my fun (highlight to read) - Mpreg (this is not a major theme so don't get a-scared)
Pairing(s): Harry/Draco.  Past Draco/Snape.
Rating:  R
Bottom!Draco: Yes
Word Count: 15,000+
Summary: Draco supposes he shouldn't be surprised when Potter shows up on his doorstep.
Beta(s):  My wonderful betas ginny-go die in a corner. and Moondaughter6 made this all the more lovely.  Any remaining mistakes or wonky grammar issues are my own, due through either hubris or plain stupidity.  Apologies for both.
Author's Note: I am almost certain I am shooting myself in the foot here in regards to Draco and Lockhart's friendship as it was most definitely the sort of interaction I was going to base the oneshot I plan to write about them on.  d'oh.  I really don't know how much people will take to this as it is sort of a jack of all trades and I can only hope that in focusing on so many things and following so many different tangents that I've managed to do each one justice.  I wanted it to be very life-like though in that all these things are happening, rather than only following up on one.  So, I do hope if you enjoy it that you'll let me know as it's more experiment than anything else as I fiddle with my writing style endlessly.

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[identity profile] wellhalesbells.livejournal.com
Title: Servile
Author: [livejournal.com profile] calrissian18 
Rating: NC-17
Pairing:  Harry/Draco, others mentioned.
Summary: “I would love anything you gifted me, My Lord, but this,” silver eyes, the same shade as the dragon that marked Harry's arm, glinted in his direction, “is exquisite.”
Bottom!Draco: Yes
Word Count: 76,000+ (20 chapters)
Status: Complete
Warnings: Slave, Violence, Angst galore, Dark!fic
A/N: This is a slave story that does not follow the normal route but veers somewhat dramatically from the beaten path *winces* please don't hate me for that.  But I despise the normal storyline where the slave is treated like scum, eventually derives some sort of pleasure from his punishments and ends up falling for his captor.  Who, naturally, alternately discovers his own feelings and tries to make a normal life for them.  Fine for a one-time read, however, as you reach the sixtieth variation of this it gets a bit stale.  Besides, I have never thought Draco capable of that much evil.  I can only hope I've provided an original (and enjoyable) take on a rather set storyline.

Chapter 1: A Gift
Chapter 20: The End
[identity profile] wellhalesbells.livejournal.com
Title: Killing Fields
Author: calrissian18
Pairing: Firenze/Draco (yes, you read that right)
Rating: NC-17, just to be on the safe side
Disclaimer: I own my imagination and this computer, other than that my world pretty much belongs to JKR.
Summary: In which nothing dies but reluctance.  *hides face in hands* I wrote a centaur sex scene. *groans* There's something wrong with my brain.
Notes:  Off to hell I go, and I'm skipping all the way.  La, la, la.

Killing Fields

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